So today I’m going to do something I’ve always wanted to do.
I’ve put it off for a long, long time.
I’ve told myself I’m not good enough, that I don’t have the time, that there will be time to do it later, when I get all that other stuff I have to do done.
I’ve been scared to try to do it, since if I try and then I fail, I’m scared I’ll feel even worse than I would if I just continued to sit here, quietly, and deny that I really want to do it.
So tonight, I’m going to audition for a women’s singing club. Because I love to sing. And I’m not that bad, actually. And it will make me happy. And I promised myself I’d sing in public by the time I was 40. And I’m 38 and 3/4, so I’m going to fulfill on my promise to myself.
Sweet Adelines, here I come!